It has been over a month since a post as life's process has merged into an amazing playground. The dance with the pain body was the process instigator to say the least. Vibrating in fear, attached emotions and lower sense of self led me to take a quantum leap. Feeding the pain body unconsciously attracted situations where I was confronted to truly shift or sink. I eventually chose to leap after having to drop to bottom once again. The core childhood issues of abandoment, rejection and betrayal were being mirrored in all relations. I kept supporting myself with weekly EMDR, Tibetan Red Tara chanting, loads of positive images, tappingsolutions.com, inquiry through Vortex Meditation Healing Training with Meg Benedicte~ Whew! All the tools that are embedded in those experiences and actions ignited me closer to wholeness. Now I feel the resonance of harmony throughout my entire being.
The Native American Shan tu & Red Tara mantra have held this pulse of stillness allowing for grace to be more prevalent. The shift really began to take off after an Empowerment Retreat from a Dharma Practitioner, Lama Padma. I purged a lot of old emotions and took vows to the path of liberation and Dharma.
A short time after this retreat I was walking after 43 days from Fasciotomy Surgery. The health professionals were speechless. No one had heard of Magnetic Field Therapy for Comminuted Fractures. I began working again after 2months and a few days. (Granted after too many hours on the leg it became inflamed again) Now, I get to watch the time on and off it more consistently. I got a little too excited and over did it. I am ot scheduled to see surgeon until the end of November, a wonderful sign!
Being the Wholistic Approach is to unite Mind, Body & Spirit in the work of being healthy, other interpersonal concerns have been a huge part of this process to Radical Recovery. More on this later~ This is where the true magic lie.
The Huge reminder: Ask the right questions? Starting off with the key word, "what" is so valuable in my daily inquiries. If and when I find myself asking "why", this is a red flag there is some avoidance/denial in my process. The shadow is near~
Know thyself~
Namaste!
